I would like to start this post with a thank you; to everyone who commented on my last post, sent an e-mail, tweeted, texted…it sometimes takes a tragic event to realise what people mean to you and how much comfort strangers can bring, and trust me, you bought comfort.
It feels strange to be blogging, so soon (although I’ve kind of lost track of days) but my Nan loved my blog, and her and my Grandad often sat reading it. One thing that always intrigued her was how I ended up with so many gorgeous things from it (and the friendships I’ve made are included) and so it seemed fitting to write this post, so she can still see the dress I was sent c/o Ella Tino, a site I only discovered due to the world of blogging.
To be honest, I can’t really do the dress, or the website justice other than to say there is a lot on there I love; especially the shoes,
I’d urge you to take a look for yourselves, and like their facebook page too. I really am making a bit of a hash of this post, perhaps it is too soon, but regardless…a big thank you to Ella Tino for the dress (so perfect for the Spring/Summer weather we are yet to have) and for the discount code they have created to enable readers of my blog to indulge themselves when they enter the word “daisychain” at the checkout.
Thank you for sticking with me…the funeral will be on Monday. My Nan was such a self-less and loving woman, she only ever thought of others and dedicated her life to her children and grandchildren. Perhaps this explains why I am so distraught, why we all are as a family and why nothing seems real. In the cruelest twist of fate, she was getting better and was excited by her progress and coming home.
I will endeavour to get some blog posts up though, it’s a moment of escapism for me, and for her, something to look down upon.
xxx
P.S. If none of this makes sense, I’m sorry. If you think I’m an emotional idiot I’m sorry.
im sure nan would be happy if you are happy, lots of love xx
big hugs to you, It’s a really awful time you’re going through.
I adore this dress especially with those tights, a pretty combination indeed.
At times like this you have to do whatever takes you and if blogging fits the bill then go ahead x
awww hunni I am so sorry to hear this and she sounds like an amazing person Nans are so special so I really feel for you.
I think she would love you in this dress it is so beautiful and possibly my fav outfit that I have ever seen you in the back is stunning. Thinking of you and your family xoxo
I’m so sorry to hear this.Stay strong.xxx
Laura I hope you are ok, this dress is very pretty and I’m sure your nan will love it – I bet she’s still reading xx
Oh Laura, I only just noticed your last post. I’m so sorry for you loss.
I’m sure your Nan is reading and knows how much she meant to you ((big hugs))
Glad to see you back blogging, this post is really touching. love the gorgeous detail of your dress xx
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Aww Laura! Don’t you apologize for anything, and don’t do anything you are not ready to do. We love reading your blog, but we understand. There is no wonder you are so emotional, your Nan sounds like a completely amazing woman.
Big hugs to you xx
You’re not an idiot – you’re normal. Hang in there xx @LaBlackDahlia
I’m very sorry for your loss, and it’s completely normal to feel like that you’re not an idiot at all.
The dress is beautiful, it looks so lovely on you x
I love the back detail of the dress! good luck with the funeral, stay strong xx
Such a gorgeous dress and tights, I’m sure Nan will be looking down smiling xxx
Keep plodding sweetheart – am thinking of you & sending the biggest cuddles (although I have no doubts mae’s are better).
You look lovely & the dress is beautiful, I can’t deny I worry about you though.
Stop apologising beauty, be kind & gentle with yourself please. Will be thinking of you on Monday. xxx
Laura i am so sorry to read about your Nan. My heart goes out to you. I think your Nan would be very proud of you. You and your family are in my thoughts xxx
Your nan would be so proud of you.
As you said, she loved your blog and you love blogging- so your tribute on here was so fitting and lovely.
My prayers are with you and your family. I’m sure Mae’s keeping you smiling 🙂
xx
You look stunning and this post was a really sweet tribute, most people would have tried to escape talking about it. Don’t beat yourself up for being emotional! xoxo
Keep strong lovely and this was a really fitting tribute. It’s so cool that you had a gran who understood and read your blog! xx
It’s awful when grandparents die, no matter how sick they may have been, it’s still always completely unexpected. My Grandma and Granddad died within six months of eachother, something I still can’t quite comprehend. To think that I won’t be going to visit them again, or see the house which has been my second home for eighteen years, is, well it’s not something I can easily put into words. I can say that their funerals, though the hardest of times, were also incredibly wonderful. To see how many people turned up, to walk into that packed church and to stand on the steps and be greeted by so many faces- it was incrediby humbling. Enjoy the day, enjoy seeing how many people loved and knew your Grandma.
You look gorgeous by the way x
Laura I am sure your nan would be so proud of you. Sending you huge hugs and lots of love.
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This is a difficult time Laura but you have lots of lovely people here to wish you well. You’re not an emotional idiot, you’re human and I’m sending big hugs your way! xxx
Lots of love and lots of hugs. It’s never easy losing someone you loved and were close to. Go easy on yourself, the emotions you’ll be feeling and the things you’ll want to do will probably seem a little crazy but if they help you then go with it. xoxo
she would be so proud of you my sweet. And wherever she is I’m sure she is looking down on you and reading your blog too 🙂 I lost my grandma over a decade ago now and i miss her every day.
Much love xxxxxxxxx
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There are no rules to what’s right or wrong, but your Nan would want you to do whatever’s necessary at the moment.
You still need to be looking after yourself, and if blogging and shopping keep your sanity then so be it. You know your nan would not be upset or offended by it.
You know where I am if you need anything. I won’t forget our date.
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I’m really glad your back your grandma would be proud of you for being so strong – you look beautiful in that dress and I bet she would have said so too.
Me and the rest of your fans will be here for you for sure.
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I like so much your outfit!
I’ve been quite out of it in blogging for awhile, and I just saw your post about your nan. I’m so sorry for your loss. xo
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nice work keep it up
nice post
So pretty!!
Take as much time as you need darling. If you find that blogging helps, do it. If you find it too hard, give yourself some more time. You’ll get there. I’m so sorry for your loss, and wish you and your family all the best in this horrid time xxx
I’m so sorry to hear about your tragedy, glad to hear you have all the support from your friends and fam and that blogging is helping. you do look fabulous as always, love that dress
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First of all this dress is gorgeous and second you are not an emotional idiot. It’s lovely that you had such a great relationship with your nan, I am the same with my grandparents and it’s the 2nd anniversary of my grandad’s death on saturday and I’ve found myself a bit emotional, but it will get easier because even though they’re not with us they are still in our hearts 🙂 xx
Firstly, that dress is so lovely!
Secondly, I completely understand the emotions you’re going through. Take care of yourself ok? xx
That’s a beautiful dress! You’re not an emotional idiot at all, there’s not one person on here who’ll be thinking that! Lots of love to you and we’ll be thinking of you and your family on Monday xxx
I have lost both my Grandpas and understand how difficult it is. You should do what ever feels like the right thing to do.
The dress looks lovely, as does your hair.
Perfection. Feeling major jealous.
That dress is perfect, so cute and great for the summer. I bet your gran would have liked it too. Keep you head up and happy birthday for tomorrow in case I forget to say it!
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Oh, I’m so sorry to hear of your loss! My thoughts are with you.
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So sorry to hear about your loss but try to keep your chin up. Surround yourself with your family and you’ll get through it together 🙂 Sending lots of love and hugs
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p.s that dress looks gorgeous on you
adore the back of your dress!
hope you feel okay soon, so tragic when someone loses someone they love x
i am in love with this dress!! Great blog.
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